Sweet jesus, that's not a message I expected to read. But yea, those are hard times to go through.
I suggest a visit to Groningen this summer.
In the mean time I'd say...hang out with friends, and do fun stuff you otherwise wouldn't have time for, or your family life didn't allow you to. I can imagine the gap you fall into when having to live alone again after such a long time. Cry, mourn, woe, but not too long, cos eventually you
will have to get used to your new daily life.